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01of 07The SurvivorsJeff Vespa/@portraitsIt’s been over a year since the February 14, 2018 massacre at Parkland, Fla.’s Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School. To honor the memories of the 17 lives lost and help raise awareness of the mental health issues that can linger after gun violence, PEOPLE spoke with six Parkland students about their experiences then and now.
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The Survivors
Jeff Vespa/@portraits
It’s been over a year since the February 14, 2018 massacre at Parkland, Fla.’s Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School. To honor the memories of the 17 lives lost and help raise awareness of the mental health issues that can linger after gun violence, PEOPLE spoke with six Parkland students about their experiences then and now.
02of 07Kai Koerber, 18Jeff Vespa/@portraits“I don’t think anyone really feels normal after something like this,” saysKai Koerber, 18.A senior who will be heading to the University of California at Berkeley this fall, Koerber launched his own nonprofit called Societal Reform Corp in the aftermath of the massacre at school. He wanted to create a program that helps address the mental health issues commonly at play behind the scenes of gun violence.“We need to put mental health on equal standing with gun control,” Koerber explains. SRC advocates for the development of mental health initiatives in public schools, including non-traditional healing methods such as painting, mindfulness and yoga.
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Kai Koerber, 18
“I don’t think anyone really feels normal after something like this,” saysKai Koerber, 18.
A senior who will be heading to the University of California at Berkeley this fall, Koerber launched his own nonprofit called Societal Reform Corp in the aftermath of the massacre at school. He wanted to create a program that helps address the mental health issues commonly at play behind the scenes of gun violence.
“We need to put mental health on equal standing with gun control,” Koerber explains. SRC advocates for the development of mental health initiatives in public schools, including non-traditional healing methods such as painting, mindfulness and yoga.
03of 07Emily Burke, 16Jeff Vespa/@portraitsAfter losing her best friend and soccer teammate, Alyssa Alhadeff, in last year’s shooting,Emily Burkecontinues to struggle with depression, anxiety, and PTSD. She tells PEOPLE that some days are harder than others – and she knows she’s not alone. “Obviously I think most people have anxiety at the school. Depression doesn’t stay with you during the school day, it follows you home,” Burke says.Burke also deals with flashbacks and other fears tied to the massacre — for instance, a fear of loud, unexpected noises.“We have to deal with the same disease as soldiers,” she says, referring to the PTSD she and so many of her classmates continue to contend with. “We’re just kids who went to school.”
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Emily Burke, 16
After losing her best friend and soccer teammate, Alyssa Alhadeff, in last year’s shooting,Emily Burkecontinues to struggle with depression, anxiety, and PTSD. She tells PEOPLE that some days are harder than others – and she knows she’s not alone. “Obviously I think most people have anxiety at the school. Depression doesn’t stay with you during the school day, it follows you home,” Burke says.
Burke also deals with flashbacks and other fears tied to the massacre — for instance, a fear of loud, unexpected noises.
“We have to deal with the same disease as soldiers,” she says, referring to the PTSD she and so many of her classmates continue to contend with. “We’re just kids who went to school.”
04of 07Dylan Kraemer, 18Jeff Vespa/@portraitsAfter watching six classmates die in the shooting at Stoneman Douglas,Dylan Kraemer, 18, has had to slowly fight his way toward normalcy. It’s an ongoing struggle for the current senior, who transferred to another school this year to help him move past some of the painful memories.“In the mornings, I feel good that another day has started. Once it gets toward nighttime and I’m in my room alone, that’s when it feels dark and depressing,” Kraemer, who continues to see a therapist for PTSD, tells PEOPLE.“I try to normalize it as much as possible, but it’s never going to be the same as the life I used to have,” he says.
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Dylan Kraemer, 18
After watching six classmates die in the shooting at Stoneman Douglas,Dylan Kraemer, 18, has had to slowly fight his way toward normalcy. It’s an ongoing struggle for the current senior, who transferred to another school this year to help him move past some of the painful memories.
“In the mornings, I feel good that another day has started. Once it gets toward nighttime and I’m in my room alone, that’s when it feels dark and depressing,” Kraemer, who continues to see a therapist for PTSD, tells PEOPLE.
“I try to normalize it as much as possible, but it’s never going to be the same as the life I used to have,” he says.
05of 07Eden Hebron, 16Jeff Vespa/@portraitsDuring the massacre, Eden Hebron hid under a table and watched in horror as her friends were murdered in front of her.Therapy has enabled her to process her memories of those moments, which don’t dominate her thoughts as much as they used to. Still, she believes that for other survivors, therapy carries a stigma, which prevents them from getting the help they need.In response, Hebron, who aspires to a career in technology, has developed an app that matches a person’s symptoms of stress, anxiety and depression with ways to address those problems. She hopes the app will help students all across the country.
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Eden Hebron, 16
During the massacre, Eden Hebron hid under a table and watched in horror as her friends were murdered in front of her.
Therapy has enabled her to process her memories of those moments, which don’t dominate her thoughts as much as they used to. Still, she believes that for other survivors, therapy carries a stigma, which prevents them from getting the help they need.
In response, Hebron, who aspires to a career in technology, has developed an app that matches a person’s symptoms of stress, anxiety and depression with ways to address those problems. She hopes the app will help students all across the country.
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Carlos Rodriguez, 18
When Carlos Rodriguez immigrated to the United States from Venezuela at age 8, he felt safe: Gone were the sleepless nights when he feared someone would rob his home, kidnap his sisters or murder his family.
That all changed last Feb. 14, when a gunman opened fire and killed 17 people at his Parkland, Florida, school.
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Darian Williams, 17
“I covered up with jokes because I didn’t understand how to process this stuff,” the affable 17-year-old junior tells PEOPLE.
Then came the funerals, and the reality hit home. After three, he stopped going to them because the pain was so overwhelming.
Ultimately, he found an emotional anchor in his religious faith. Williams says prayer enables him to sit with his emotions and process them in a healthy way. “It’s a form of therapy," he says.
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source: people.com
