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A return toThe Hillswas never onLo Bosworth’s radar.
“I was just not interested in other people in an editing thing deciding, ‘Okay for Lauren the person, who are we going to present her and what she’s going to be doing,'” she said in regard to production’s input on the show’s storylines.
“I would be totally happy and content if nobody on this earth knew who I was and I could just do what I wanted every day and just be successful that way,” the Love Wellness owner continued. “All of this stuff, like still to this day makes me feel a little uncomfortable.”
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FilmingThe Hillswas a traumatic experience for Bosworth, she told McCord and Grimes.
The entrepreneur added, “I prefer to just be an anonymous person, but I opened Pandora’s box. I can never close it again.”
“In the way that the people who are doingThe Hillsare leaning in, I’m leaning in just a totally different direction,” she added on the podcast.

Bosworth, who starred on the originalThe Hillswhen it aired from 2007-2010, admitted on the podcast that while she’s not participating in the rebootThe Hills: New Beginnings, she has watched some of it.
“It’s interesting for me to see everybody as we’ve aged. I think that was the most shocking thing to me, to be totally honest with you, because I feel like their personalities are probably the same but just how different everybody looks compared to 20. It’s really interesting,” she said.
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