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Raquel Levissis opening up about how she’s feeling ahead of theVanderpump Rulesreunion airing Tuesday night.
The reality star, 27, shared a candid message to her followers on her Instagram Story on, revealing that she is feeling quite anxious before the season 9reunion specialdebuts on Bravo.
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“Of course, my therapist doesn’t know that today is not really one of the most anxiety-ridden days of my life, but it definitely is one of the most emotional days of my life, and I am on the verge of panic and rage,” Leviss continued, adding, “Even though it doesn’t look like I am, I am.”
“But lucky enough for me, there is a codependency meeting happening at 1 p.m., so at least I have something before the reunion tonight,” she added.
Leviss also posted a photo of herself and costarScheana Shayposing together at the reunion and wrote, “This pic put a smile on my face.”
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Leviss' candid confession ahead of the show’sreunion comes shortly after herex-fiancé James Kennedywasseen holding handswith a mystery woman while celebrating his 30th birthday in Las Vegas.
RELATED VIDEO:Vanderpump Rules' James Kennedy and Raquel Leviss Call Off Engagement While Taping Reunion
Kennedy and Leviss, who were together for five years, called off their engagement in December during the taping of the reunion,a source told PEOPLEat the time.
The former couple confirmed their split inidentical statementsposted to their respective Instagram accounts.
source: people.com
